i want to scream！！！！

hello ppl..

prelim over liao..
but my war is not over yet..
howeve my pre's result is damn bad..
i HATE it sia..

nvm..haha..
well..

i got story to say here..
enjoy..
fazryzal n shire are couple..
they studied in the same campus..
shire is one yr younger thaN FAZRYZAL..
fazryzal hav a bro who same age as shire..
shire and the bro,dino are close fren..
shire also have a best friend close called nia..
howeve nia is her high school fren..
nia get frazryzal n bro thru shire..
well,shire got busy w alot of project..
no tyme for nia..
nia always hang out w fazryzal n bro..
which made nia contact em more than shire..
shire realised it..
shire felt hurt..
cos nia didnt even tell shire any of her problem anymore..
shire is hurt..

well this shire i noe her thru someone..
i felt pity for her..
i dunno wat to do..
haix..
im sorry shire..

anwae school tyme was ok for the past months..
howeve it getting hot..
cos THREE more wk liao..
i miss my jerry yan..haha...
i love hym man..
old timer is always e best..haha
school was crazy for me..cos long john always disturb me abt someone..
crazy boy..
hmm..he really hope something that cant happen..
actually i really hope something happen howeve thing cant change now..
haha..

anwae slamat hari to all of u..
haha..u wan hong bao cum my hse ok?
hehe

love u all ppl..
toodles notylilprincess..
p/s i will update aft war is ovr..haha

loving my life now

heyhey..

okok..i noe i been so long not updating my blog..
hmm..now waiting for 2 pm cos got oral..eng o lvl oral..scaring seh..wish me luck..

hmm..kk tell u wat happened..on fri..i got something that i didnt expecting to get..he is damn sweet lor..gif me ring..bt tis does gif shahidah a permission to call me da sao..haha..

then sat cum by..went out wif jie..shopping w her can made me gone mad sia..
wateva..buy some clothes..paid was totally little..i calculated more than i get..bt then i gt onli 140++..i was like..i cant say anyting now..cos i fasting..hmm..yeah2..

sun=)haiz..got sweet frm long john..he gave me a bottle full of sweet..wah seh..i dun how to finish it seh..haiz..he wan my teeth to drop i guess..haha..werkin at four..doing dispenser..haiz..which almost cost my life..i dun how i can fall off..haiz..lucky me..i didnt have any injuires..haha..nite went hm w yvonne..sms hym at nite..

monday..haiz..things happened at school that i cant tell..cos too long..maybe nxt tyme..

okok..
tc ppl..
love u guys..
toodles<3

blame me..fine..

heyhey..
miss me arh..

yup..i here to scream all my thoughts..

sunday on 16 aug..
f*** this day sia..so many ppl sabo..i hate tis ppl..jus bcos a bitch..they dun wan to cum..esp someone..f***..he werk mrng..n mrng was yvonne shift..y wrng hym?i tried calling this bunch of idiot..bt none pick up..i called shahidah..she got scolded frm me sia..actually i felt bad of scolding her..cos it not her fault ma..frm i started werk till 5..customer came in like nobody business..so tiring serving em..i felt like an idiot there..most of em got to close on time..bt me have to close arnd 6..coubt many like arnd 6.15..most short 10..haiz..i pitied my son and ah tang..they werk like crazy sia..i pitied the most was ah tang..the day b4 alr extended till 11..then do wipped potato like crazy the day aft..wah seh..some more u noe whu do cook..it was sir vincent..wahseh how u do tis to a restaurant manager..he is a manager..not a staff leh..f*** sia they all..i werk till 8 plus..like a mad woman lor do coleslaw..then i tired calling hym again at nite..he on his fon..i hang up fon..as i wanted to tell yvonne abt that..i tired to called hym the second tyme and pass to yvonne..his answer really made yvonne angry..then yvonne pass it bck to me..then i pass to huiling as i know that i will scream at hym..so i gif to jie lor..the way he tok to jie..made me more frustrated sia..haiz..i got hm at 10..i played comp game..to less my tiredness..

then came monday..i told kyle and sue abt tat..kyle shared the same thinkin as me..he understand me well..i went to kfc aft school aft i got yvonne msg..i tot wat had happened sia..she only having headache..haiz made me me stress sia..i was about to sit dwn..relex first..bt then someone asked me to come werk early..ok lor come early..called ah tang to come early..so got ppl accompany me ma..then i came at 6..hmm they come at 7..the bunch of idiots..except for shahidah..hmm ignoring em..dun care lor..i dun noe they happy of wat they did or guilty..up to em lor..

then today someone sms morning smses like usual..i scolded bt in the end was crying over his wrds..dun care hym alr..u wan put the blame on me..fine..jus dun sms me anymore for nw..unless u wan me to cry even more..i wan to see jiejie ltr..to pour out everyting..tis reali made me dun feel like of studying..bt i hav to tink positive..think positive sakilah..jiayou..

jia you lin shi hui..
okok..take care children..
love ya..
toddles notylilprincess

hate u all!!!

heyhey
long tyme i didnt update my dearie blog..now i at mac studying actually..then asked jiejie to bring laptop to update blog..yup last fri went out w someone n my frens..jiejie had to werk lor..sorry jie...went to marina square..actually angry w hym cos he top up my fon..i dun like it..i dont like ppl pay things for me..we watch g.i joe..wahseh fun seh..many things happened which to sweet to be said here..haha..u wan to noe ask me personally...

dat wat happen last friday..

yesterday.. the day that i wont i forget..i will rmbr for life..well ididint noe u all extended the operation hour..then u all shud not scolded me anyhw..u shud not insult me anyhw..u dun like personality too bad lor..it my life..it my personality..if menyampah w me..then i also menyampah w u..that stupid ananth also dun noe hw to say that the operation hour is being extended..lucky messi cum and calmed down if not i quit on the spot..i wont cum anymore..jus sabo lor..kene fine..fine lor..i dun care alr..i scarificed a lot of things esp my studies and tyme jus bcos of this dumb kfc..u dun appreciate me now..nvm..jus wait till i finished my o's,let u all suffer one ur own..i will also bring my jie out of this kfc..i noe u all dun appreciate us..pay so small..yeah i noe werk more hours..then like might as well quit school lor..jus werk for tis dumb kfc..tis kfc will go hell w ananth and one nagging,bossy transfered manager..tis kfc will be upside dwn..i dun care alr..when i werk w that f.u person..u will c the drastic change in me..tis will e same wat happenedot couple..i will stop talking to e person..go n find a grave urself soon..if u all in troubled..dun CUM and FIND ME n MY JIE..that kfc will not have any more favour frm both of us anymore..tis was wat happened to the couple..

watever..

dat was a relief..
i let out everything..
so more pressure in life now..
kk..take care ppl..
toddles<3 notylilprincess..

huiling say: chill gal !!!
sakilah say:let out liao..so shud be chill now..

byebye

life full of happiness and saddness

heyhey..

last friday i was sick..damn sick lor..
i was down w flu,fever,n headache..
at werk i cant take it anymore..i felt like wan to vomit seh..
this taufic reali make me vomit lor..he talked so loud and repeating the same damn things..which make me more dizzy lor..n vomit..haiz..on dat day i supposed to meet the couple den they come up w excuse of not turning up..rashid talk nicely to me and jiejie to forget abt it..so i dun care alr lor..

saturday i still not feeling well..hwevr i still nd to go out..i went out w yvonne, my godson, jiejie n yvonne's cuzzins(she v quiet seh).then went to my sis in law hse..den went bck hm..

sunday..tis cum the day that i reali confusing my feelings..m i betray my own feelings towrd the guy tt i waiting for? well waiting for hym more that one yr plus..
this day was e most confusing day for me..

monday cum..werk was fun plus tiring..ohya..ur notylilprincess here alr be TAKEN!!hehe..cant b reveal nw..if u wan cum n looked for me..n begged me lor..haha..
bt someone made me angry..she wan to confront on the wrng day lor..tt woman r so ungrateful..watever..let her one day hw much impt r fren..idk think relation is impt lor..eventhough i in one..fren cnt find easily u noe..esp true fren..up to her luh..i dun care a bit anymore..wtever is impt nw..is to fight the war of o's..

i dun care anymore..
haiz..
up to em..want to take us as their fren or not..

kk stop here..
i missed 4/5 ppl..
love em..
tc..
toddles notylilprincess

frenship is impt..

heyhey

it been a while..hmm...many things happening lately..
let start w friday..friday was a mess at werk..i hate that FRIDAY..too many f*** customer..aft werk, hanif gather cashier for meeting..haiz..actually i wan to quit..bcos the pay was way too small..i been werk like f**king hell sia..b4 tis yr..i been helping em sia..not ppl they asked me to help..i help sia..even the day b4exam..im so unlucky lor..i failed that exam lor..haiz..piss off..nvm wait till o's finish first..then i say bye to that damn kfc..anwae that nite..i heard that someone i was sick..actually many ppl were sick..so i just sms for no reason..jie jie and i was planning to talk to the couple..i think some of u understand whu..e nxt day was e day..

sat..haiz..i went to kfc to talk to the couple..haiz..howeva..something else happen..f*** rite..not only that sia..i kene hit by the fon sia..very unlucky luh sia..haiz..then dun noe how to say sry seh..hit ppl accidentally must said sorry ma..
i still waiting lor..wtever..

actually i wan to the one of the couple this qns..does frenship impt or relationship impt? if i were given tis qns,i will say tis lor..relationship is not so impt but frenship is impt bcos when i in trouble my fren and family are the one help..not my bf..u noe y nt bf..cos bf are not marry to u unless r devoted to u..hehe..like someone..haha..

sunday boring..werk2..frever werk lor..however like the surrounding..haha..

then monday..shahidah asked something which made both of us shouting at each other..omg..have to pay to be kind luh..so i must be heartless forever is it? sometyme i dun understand some ppl..sometyme wan me to b concern..sometyme they asked y i so concern..mignt as well i dun concern for a single damn person ok? happy nw?haiz..aishah went bck w us yesterday..she stayed over anok hse..wa seh long tyme seh..nvr talk her..we all gossip abt the couple till very ltr lor..

hais..today..actually i goin to be sick seh..now my throat r hurt seh..anwae..i hv a grp during mly lesson..haiz..he inside my grp seh..kene bully like hell..ish..

i think till here..
toodles..tc..love u guys..notylilprincess

someone pls help me from tis prob..

heyhey..it me again..yup2..shahidah complainig that i did not update my blog..here u go..haha..

actually last 3 days ago.. i was on phone w safura..im so happy taht i got a phone call..actually not got luh..something that i asked made her wanted to call me..haha fun sia talking w her..till 1 plus seh..i oso msg shahidah at the same time..asking abt her and taufic..cis bedebah..tk blg seh..haha bt nvm..hope they all last forever..

oya i forget sia..today meldric lim bdae..happy bdae to hym..hehe..

gt bad to my story..den got someone sms gd nite to me..i was like huh?
y tis person sms me gd nite so suddenly..one of the msg make me more confused lor..haiz..

the nxt days i been asking ppl..wat that msg id abt..all i gt is the same ans..which i dun wan to noe..bt that r so damn funny..wateva luh..i even asked my two pretty lady..idk wat happened aft asked em to do so..i was like wtf..y they all like keeping something frm me..hais...it ok..bt it killing me sia..

i wan to noe wat is that someone thinking abt sia..

hmm wateve..miss my heart sia..idk how is he sia..i hope he doin fine there..ireali miss hym..i wan hym to cum bck sia..dun stay at china luh!!i wish i can shouted that to hym and he can hear me..haiz..so sad sia..

my lil someone..oso ok alr..he msg me jus nw asking for something..haiz..that all he wan..idk understand hym sia..i been like scarifice alot of things just for hym sia..

okok enuf talking stop here

tc ppl
toddles <3 notylilprincess